Chapter 401: Hopelessness
Chapter 401: Hopelessness
The night was so silent.
The moon shone bright reflecting solemnity in the water.
The wind blew cold giving balance to the warm atmosphere.
Breeze and waves completed the harmony of the night.
The night was so perfect but some hearts were restless.
They could not find the calm they needed to mend the pain and different emotions that were kept for a
long time.
Arabella's tears were like a river running freely without any sign of stopping.
She felt very sad and disappointed.
She didn't expect to give up tonight.
The things she heard from him were just too painful for her to bear.
She couldn't even breathe properly just reminiscing his words.
What Bill was taking her made her angry and disappointed.
She felt totally disgusted with herself.
Even though Bill lost his memories of her and even though she had no right to feel this way because of
his condition but of course, she is just a human that had a heart.
She absorbed everything.
The pain, some happiness, and anger.
She also had expectations that just caused her disappointment.
Arabella was determined to get and save Bill Sky but then when she heard him talking to Trishia, she
questioned herself if everything she did and would do were still worth it.
If Bill loved Trishia, why should she not be happy for them?
Why she had to force herself on Bill?
It irked her a lot but then Bill had a condition that she needed to specifically take into consideration.
What else she could do?
Or the real question is, is still there she could do?
Now that she was in too much pain and the wedding was near, there was only one left in her.
Hopelessness
"Are you okay?" With a worried tone, Mark asked her contemplating her question.
He didn't know her story but it was obvious that she was not okay.
Hearing Mark, Arabella quickly wiped her tears but still, her tears couldn't stop from flowing.
She wanted to hide them but it was too impossible so she released a disgraceful smile at him and then
nodded.
"I'm okay... Yeah, I'm okay." Trying to convince Mark and herself that she is but she could not lie to her
soul.
She was not okay and she would never be okay.
She wanted to go back to Bill.
She wanted to hug him and kiss him.
Why did she feel that way when she felt angry with him?
Why in times of loneliness, still you are seeking the person you love even if he hurt you?
Even if he hurt you so many times?
Even the cut was too deep?
Even if he only gave you setbacks and nothing else?
A little happiness and more disappointment.
Why does love hurt?
And why do you love when you already knew it hurts?
Is the saying love is only for fools true?
With her messy thoughts, Arabella heaved a deep sigh.
She had no answers to her questions but one thing she knew, she didn't regret the memories she had
with Bill Sky.
She didn't regret loving him secretly before.
What she did regret was not telling him and showing him that she loved and care for him when she had
a chance.
When he had still memories of her.
She could do it in the pit.
In the ranch, it was the yacht, in the hut, the brook, she had so many chances but she missed them all.
It was too late for her regret.
"If it continues hurting you... Let it go...," Suddenly, Mark uttered unexpectedly.
It was just out of nowhere but it was very timely.
His words seriously hit her.
She was sure Mark didn't even know her story because she never mentioned any of them to him.
Could it be a sign?
It seemed his words were like a sign to her that she made the right choice of letting Bill go.
As she continued reminiscing the good moments she had with Bill, Mark kept his silence.
He seemed to perfectly understand that she just needed to cry and release all her sorrow and pain and
after that, the sun would brighten again.
That just meant another day has come and another chance.
Another day could also be another chapter of your life.
Along with her stubborn tears, Arabella’s memory brought her to where she was with Bill on the small
island.
After Bill got what he wanted from her, “Done!” While she was lying on the sand her back facing him,
Bill tightened the knot of her bikini while he smacked her butt coolly.
Then he lay down on the sand beside him.
Arabella felt the aching pain inside her body due to Bill’s persistence.
His stamina never lessened even a bit despite making out outdoors.
It just proved that Bill could satisfy every inch of her whenever or wherever they are.
The temperature on the island was just so perfect.
Not so hot and just a bit warm blending with the cold sea breeze.
Just the right temperature so that they could lean on the sand without getting their skins burned.
Arabella felt very satisfied with what they just did.
The thrill of being caught by someone was inexplicable but it added to the exploitation.
It was like a spice added to put more surprise and goodness into the meal.
She smiled at her own self remembering how she felt nervous when making out with Bill on the island.
She was all naked and Bill was.
Their bodies were tangling like they were just in their bed inside a room. Text © 2024 NôvelDrama.Org.
Bill took her behind wild and stubbornly.
His plunges were the hardest like her pelvic bones would break but then she catered to every pain and
pleasure he was giving her.
She bit her lower lip remembering the time when Bill pinned her down with her arms above her head.
His eyes sparkled wandering her nakedness then he went down to play with her wetness.
Arabella clenched her thighs still feeling his tongue inside her.
“You still want more?” Her crazy thoughts were interrupted when the man beside her sounded sexy.
It was too obvious that she caught her biting her lower lip and that made her instantly blush.
She wanted to hide her face together with her embarrassment.
“What are you making me, Arabella?”
“Why I can’t get over my cravings for you?”
“Why I can’t get enough with you?”
“Hmmm…” Bill heaved a very heavy sigh like he was in big trouble.
Arabella was shocked by his confession but very delighted to hear him.
His words were music to her ears as she quickly held his hand. He let her.
She interlocked their fingers and Bill didn’t protest.
Then, she flipped her head to the side to see his face clearly.
His eyes were closed.
“Bill, don’t you think you are already in love with me?” Without any hesitation, Arabella didn’t miss
another chance as she asked trying to prove something.
After her words, Bill opened his eyes and then flipped his head to the side to see her clearly.
Their eyes met.
He had serious unreadable eyes which the bottom couldn’t be seen and if you stare at them longer, you
felt like falling into a bottomless dark abyss.
After a long stare, Bill just smirked to answer her question but Arabella didn’t lose hope.
She squeezed his hand a little bit.
“Don’t you think that what you feel right now are the signs of being in love? Come on Bill, you can lose
all your memories of me but you can’t escape your feelings for me.” She said coolly. She didn’t want to
come up boastful. She just spoke calmly while holding his hand.
Bill smirked handsomely again at her.
She could not decipher what's his smirk all about.
At this point, she could not say that he was displeased.
He was calm and relaxed.
That was she liked it and it gave her more courage to tease him more.
“Let’s go.” He didn’t answer her but he was not avoiding it.
She could not feel any anger from him anymore whenever she pushed herself toward him.
It was just, he didn’t comment on her words nor agreed to them.
She was left hanging but it was okay.
She would settle for it at least they were not fighting.
For her, it’s already a good start.
Arabella smiled as he caught up with Bill’s strides.
“Wait up!” She shouted.
Bill halted and turned around to her.
Arabella quickly picked up a stick on the sand and wrote their names on the sand.
BILL SKY LOVES ARABELLA JONES, these were enclosed with a big heart.
Bill looked at her writing delighted.
She was wearing a smile while doing her thing.
She was like a teenager with puppy love for someone.
Bill couldn’t help to smile too.
“I saw you smiling.” Arabella was teasing him.
Bill smirked cutely.
“Let’s go.” He muttered softly.
“Wait… wait…” Arabella quickly grasped his arm.
She dragged him close to the words.
They stopped in front holding hands.
Arabella looked at him seriously.
“Looked… since I put our names here, this is now our island.” She chuckled laughing with her own
words.
“Do you agree?” She talked to Bill like they were long-time lovers.
Bill just smirked at him charismatically.
His expression seemed fond of her.
“Hmmm… I really think you're loving me now. You can’t deny it, Bill Sky. You love me already… Come
on! Say it … admit it that you love me already…” Arabella continued teasing him. He was just smiling at
her but not a reply. “Bill, you love me… come on! You love me…” She chased the man who was
already striding to his jet ski.
Arabella seemed no plan to stop teasing him so Bill suddenly went back to her and carried her on his
shoulder like a bag of potatoes.
“You love me, Bill Sky. Don’t ever deny it. I know you love me.” Even though her body was bent down,
Arabella still sounded stubbornly with her head hanged downward.
“Ouch!!!” The next second, Arabella sounded as Bill smacked her butt. “You love me… I knew it.” She
muttered softly.
When they reached the jet ski, Bill put her down gently.
He hopped in.
At this time, without any order from him, Arabella immediately wrapped Bill’s muscled waists with her
arms.
She hugged him tightly.
Bill seemed to like it.
He flipped around and kissed her.
The kiss deepened and it became torrid.
She liked it.
They kissed for a while wildly like they couldn’t get enough of each other.
They kissed like Bill wanted to conquer her again.
She could feel her temperature rising once again as he guided her hand to his hard er*ction.
She touched it which made her electrified.
Bill guided her stroking it without breaking the wild kiss.
Arabella felt another arousal surging up but of course, they had to go.
“Bill… we need to leave.” She just felt she needed to break it or else there would surely be another
round but she could not take the risk. The water is dangerous when it’s already going night.
They had to leave sooner.
Bill heaved a deep sigh then he smirked like he didn’t like to stop but he had to. He turned around and
swiftly drove the jet ski.
Shortly, they arrived.
The warm bulbs were shown from afar from the other resorts.
They docked in front of Bill’s villa.
Bill guided her to go down but then Arabella quickly jumped on his back.
“You have to carry me.” Arabella naughtily said.
She liked that her body pressed his hard broad back.
Bill didn’t oppose.
He let her as he smirked cutely.
Her legs wrapped around his torso and her arms wrapped around his neck.
Her healthy bosoms pressed his back.
She felt million of tingling sensations running inside her body.
Well, call her clingy but this is what she wanted.
Not just because Bill gave her an ultimatum but because she liked doing this to Bill.
She was just honest with herself and she would not deprive herself of enjoying Bill’s company.
What she was showing to him was the real her.
She was not faking it just to make Bill fall in love with her.
Bill carried her outside the villa.
They had to take off their dirty slippers and washed their toes a little.
Then they held each other’s hands when they entered the villa.
Arabella didn’t know that her happiness with Bill ended the moment they entered the villa.
“We’re here.” Mark sounded after they arrived at his house.
Looking at the woman who was sleeping on the passenger seat.
She was very tired and drained.
Her eyes were still wet and he could still see beads of tears on her cheeks.
Some were already dried up but they left bead marks.
Mark heaved a sigh then he went out.
He opened Arabella’s door and carried her in a bridal style.
Arabella was obviously caught in her deep slumber as she didn't even move a little when he touched
her.
He carried her inside his mansion.
Put her on the bed and stared at her again.
The room was quiet but Mark’s eyes had a thousand words.
Arabella collapsed after her non-stop crying.
After a while, Mark left her as he closed the door gently.
He wanted her to rest peacefully in his house for now.
Mark strode inside his study room when his phone rang.
He looked at the caller with a deep frown.
They reached the city at dawn and he didn’t expect someone to call him this late.
The sun would come out anytime soon. He just wanted to turn off his phone and took a nap as he was
very tired of straight driving for 4 hours but then, the caller was important to him so he tapped the
button and lazily turned on the loudspeaker as he tried to take off his shirt to shower.
“Make sure, this is important, Greta. Otherwise, I will cut your allowance.” Mark sounded annoyed.