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Julianna’s Pov:-
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck….” I was pacing back and forth in the bathroom while running my fingers through my hair. I can’t believe I did it with him… again.
“Jesus,” I stared at my reflection and tried to calm myself but questions kept flowing inside my head. What if someone finds out that I slept with Nikolai? This is completely wrong.
“Calm down, Julianna… Calm down,” I kept muttering and closed my eyes, exhaling slowly. I grabbed the toothbrush and put toothpaste on it. I stared at my reflection while shutting off my mind completely.
Nikolai was still asleep, on my bed, I woke up feeling his breath against my skin and got a chance to look at his handsome face. His sleeping face kept flashing in front of me and somehow it calmed me down. His face looks a lot younger when he sleeps, I couldn’t enjoy how good he looked like that. I was standing in the shower, and everything that happened between us in these past days rushed back to me and I felt disgusted with myself. I slept with the guy, who kidnapped me and was holding me and my best friend captive. He’s a cold-blooded killer and yet I let myself enjoy the way he kissed me, touched me, was inside me, devoured me.
Am so disgusted by myself.
After showering, I slowly walked into my room, afraid not to wake him up. I glanced at him and noticed him still asleep. I quickly pulled out my undergarments and wore them quietly, I glanced back before getting dressed.
I tiptoed towards the door and slipped out of the room. I don’t know why I feel like running away but I guess I was scared of what his reaction might be this time, after what happened last time I’m worried to see regret in his eyes again although I’m hating myself for sleeping with him for the second time, I can’t tolerate seeing regret in his eyes.
I know he said he doesn’t but I can’t face him now. I headed straight towards the kitchen to make breakfast, trying to make myself busy and keep his thoughts away from my mind. I can’t let this lead into something serious, I have to get away from this place and save Stella.
This is not what I wanted, my first priority is to know where Stella is, save her and get the hell out of this place. I can’t let these feelings get in my way. I strolled towards the kitchen and noticed Flora walking through the living room, heading to the kitchen. Hearing my footsteps she looked at me and a smile appeared on her face.
***
I and Penelope headed out of the mansion towards the garden. We were watering the plants, talking to each other but we were suddenly intercepted by Flora. We turned to her and my eyes moved to the boy walking behind her.
“Roman!” Penelope exclaimed happily and hurried towards him.
She wrapped her arms around him, “I missed you so much,” she kissed his cheek as she moved. His green eyes moved to me and I noticed confusion in them, he had thick eyebrows and brown curly hair, as he smiled at Penelope I noticed dimples on either side of his cheeks. He looked quite familiar to me and I watched him curiously.
“When did you come?” She asked, his eyes moved back to her.
“Just a few minutes back,” he replied,
“Did you bring Dimitri with you too?” she asked,
“Yes,” he replied while turning back and I noticed a german shepherd running towards us. The color of his fur looked beautiful under the sunlight. He looked huge and powerful but to me, he looked like a living teddy bear.
I watched as Penelope pet him and he kept licking her face. I stood aside and watched Penelope and Flora with Roman and Dimitri. They must be very close to the boy and the dog, I thought while watching them.
It has been days that I came here and I never saw the boy nor the dog but the way Penelope and Flora are with them made it clear that they live here.
“Roman…” Penelope took his hand and led him towards me,
“This is Julia…” she said, I bent down to his height and extended my hand towards him with a smile on my face.
“Hi, Roman,”
“Hello,” he said in a cute voice,
“How old are you handsome,” I asked,
“Ten,” he replied and I noticed his cheeks turning red,
He was tall for her age.
“He’s Nik’s younger brother,” Penelope said,
“Oh,”
Now, I understand the familiarities.
“Who is she?” he asked Penelope while still holding my hand,
“She’s a… friend of Nik,” she lied,
Ah, a good friend of his, my subconscious mocked,
Shut up!
I noticed Dimitri watching me while sitting beside Flora, I wanted to touch his fur and pet him. I couldn’t stop myself from moving to him.
“Hey…” I put my hand straight under his chin and began rubbing, he instantly responded while moving his head up and wagging his tail. He enjoyed it very much and I immediately moved my hand from his chin, he quickly rolled over and I gave a belly rub.
Penelope and Flora chuckled at Dimitri’s reaction, “God, he likes you and that’s something new and surprising,” I hear Flora commenting with amusement evident in her tone.
“Well, I’m good with dogs,” I smiled while getting on my feet,
“Roman…” I heard Nikolai’s voice and my heart began to beat faster,
I had been avoiding him and making any kind of eye contact with him as much as I could. Last night events kept flashing in my mind.
His eyes flickered to me before returning to the boy. “It’s getting dark, we should get inside,” he said. Roman nodded his head, before turning around Nikolai’s eyes moved to mine and I saw a promise in his eyes which shook to me my core.
If I’m right, he would come to my room tonight for sure.
Oh god!
***
We were carrying dishes to the dining table and placed them down, to my bad luck I was seated next to Nikolai. I could feel his eyes on me but I tried my best to not look at him.
“Since Roman is back, we made all his favourites,” Flora announced while smiling at him,
“Thank you, ” Roman smiled politely,
“Did you enjoy your trip, Roman,” Asked Alan,
“Yes, I made new friends,” He replied with a smile,
“Why don’t tell us about it,” Nikolai asked,Content from NôvelDr(a)ma.Org.
While listening to Roman I was focused on the plate in front of me, suddenly I felt a hand on my thigh. I glanced at Nikolai and noticed him looking smug, his hand was moving under the table up my thigh slowly and I stilled.
Everyone was indulged in the conversation about Roman while Nikolai’s hand moved a little closer towards my core and I glared at Nikolai who was engaged in conversation with Alan. My eyes moved to Flora and Penelope for suspicion but they were also engaged in conversation.
I moved my hand to his and tried to stop him and move it away but he kept moving my hand towards my core. I sucked in as his fingers moved inside my panty, his fingers spreading my folds. I almost moaned out but covered it up with an awkward cough when I noticed everyone’s eyes zeroed on me.
“Are you alright dear?” Flora asked with concern,
“Y-Yes,” I replied while quickly grabbing the glass of water gulping it down and smiling, “You cooked so well… I couldn’t slow myself…” I said, smiling at Flora.
“… Careful, Dear,” She replied with a smile and Everyone went back to their conversation.
Nikolai’s fingers gripped my sensitive bud and pinched it slightly, I filled my mouth with food afraid of making noise and gaining everyone’s attention. He pushed his finger inside my burning heat and I hissed while lowering my head and gripping the edge of my chair.
He increased the pace of his finger while everyone was distracted. He plunged another finger inside me and I gasped,
“Oh-” Everyone’s eyes were back onto me,
“-my god!… Flora…. You-your han-hands have some kind of magic in them…. how …. How could you cook so… so well,” I smiled while shoving food into my mouth and smiling at her.
“Thank you dear…” she replied, “… eat slowly… dear,”
“I- I ca-can’t… it’s so delicious,” I said,
Nikolai’s fingers were thrusting in and out of my core, before I could get caught I quickly grabbed his hand and pushed it out of my dress.
I glared at him but he ignored it and moved his hand up to my thigh again, I quickly stood up grabbing my plate. Everyone looked at me,
“I’m full… excuse me,” I said and rushed out of there,
I placed the plate in the sink and pressed my palms over the edge while sucked in a deep breath, “God!”
I couldn’t believe that he did that, where everyone was present. We could have been caught.
Oh my god!
As I turned around, my eyes landed on Nikolai and my heart slammed hard against my chest.
“Where do you think you are running, Miss. Mitchel,”
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