My wants
Lily’s POV
“I can’t take this anymore. I’m leaving.!!” He yelled and turned around to leave.
All I wanted to do was just drag him by his balls and spit on his face. His attitude was really disgusting. Where was all his masculinity at?. “That’s right. Run along like the little coward you are.” I yelled from behind him.
As he stopped in his tracks, I couldn’t help the smirk that formed on my face but that smirk was wiped off my face as he turned around, storming towards me with anger in his eyes. “Say that again, I dare you.” He grabbed my chin roughly as he shoved me to the wall.
I gasped at the sudden harsh movement. I was trapped in between him and his hot breathe fanned my face as he heaved heavily.
Now that’s why I’m here.
He looked incredibly sexy pinning me to the wall and peering down at me with those angry eyes. His Grey eyes looked darker and it made him look even hotter. He looked like he could tear me open and eat me if he wanted to and I loved every bit of it.
My eyes were still trained on him as his hands moved from my chin to my neck in a sensual manner. I gasped as he applied a little pressure on my neck, bringing me pleasure.
“You’ve been really naughty princess.” He tsked in a low hoarse voice as he continued massaging my neck, applying pressure every now and then.
I didn’t respond, I couldn’t. My mind was screaming at me to push him off and tell him to stay away from me. But it wasn’t so easy.
His scent, his voice, his body pressed on mine was a huge distraction. I squeezed my thighs together to get some friction and trying to form a meaningful response was the least of my worries.
“This mouth of yours is trouble”. He tsked again in a strained voice as he moved his hands back to my face and rubbed my bottom lip. “I should punish you, don’t you think so princess.” He said in a sensual manner, captivating me instantly and it only became worse when I felt his hard cock pressing on my lower abdomen.
Your girl was gone.
“Say it”. He pressed his hard cock harder on me. “Tell me to punish you princess.” He rubbed my lips as he moved closer to my neck whispering those words.
I couldn’t breathe anymore. I couldn’t think. My whole body was on fire. I was literally shaking and this man had not touched me yet.
I could no longer stare into his eyes. My eyes were now at his chest but that wasn’t better. His glowing skin was in my face and I desperately wanted to run my tongue all over his chest and suck on his hard nipples.
“Say it princess, Tell me how you want me to shove my tongue down your throat until you can’t breathe. Tell me you want my hands all over your body. Tell me do whatever i please with you. Tell me you’re mine. I want to hear it from you”. He pressed on with his words and even more physically. I bet you would have been able to see the print of his huge cock on my dress.
“I…I”. I tried to speak but I couldn’t.
“Tell me baby.” He cooed softly. “Tell me you want me to punish this dirty little mouth of yours. Tell me you want this pretty little mouth of yours wrapped around my dick while I fuck every inch of your mouth until you’re so sore than you can’t speak anymore.”
I almost came undone right there from his words. I wanted to see that cock again. I wanted to feel it. I wanted to taste every inch of it that I could take. I wanted to feel his huge cock inside me again. I wanted him to fuck me so hard that I would actually loose my memory so I could continue living in bliss with him.
I wanted him to take me in every position known to him. I wanted him to fuck me so good that I would cry and beg for him to marry me again so no one else would get a taste of his cock.
I wanted to submit completely to him and let him do whatever he pleased with me. I wanted him and I wanted him now. I would deal with the consequences later but for now I need him. “I.. I want ..”.
A loud crash came from the kitchen startling me and immediately tearing us apart.
It took me a moment to gather myself and then i could think clearly. His scent no longer clouded my vision now that he was not so close anymore.
“Stay away from me you pervert. I don’t know you and I’m not yours.” I pushed him further away as I yelled at him.
Yeah you don’t but your pussy does recognize him. My subconscious screamed at me.
He looked broken as he stared at me. He opened his mouth and closed them again as if he had accepted his fate then before walking of the house.
That was it?. That was all the reaction he could give?. Then I wasn’t done with him.
I huffed as much stood quietly in the silence that I created. All these was too much for me but I guess I needed to do this for myself. Just this once. “We’ll be alright.” I whispered to my baby as I rubbed my tummy. Whenever I thought if my baby, a sense of calmness always came over me.
It was so astonishing that someone who I had not seen had a way of making me feel better even without doing anything but just their mere presence.
My stomach grumbled and I stood up immediately to make my self something to eat. I got into the kitchen and found some maids in there.
“Do you need something madam?”. One of the maids asked.Belonging to NôvelDrama.Org.
“No, thank you.” I dismissed her. I wanted to make something myself. I really loved cooking but ever since I got married and moved in here, I never got a chance to cook something for myself.
I appreciated the help don’t get me wrong but I wish I could cook for myself at times, so today I was going to do that. I decided to make a simple avocado toast to have with some other fruits for now and then I would make a proper meal later.
“Are you sure madam. We can just make whatever you want.” The maid pressed on when she saw me moving around to gather the things I need to prepare my meal.
“It’s alright, I just want to do it myself. If I need any help then I’ll let you know.” I responded with a smile.
“But Sir asked us to get you whatever and not let you stress or else our jobs would be at stake” She said again with panic evident in her tone as she moved to help me.”
“It’s alright and besides you’re literally here so what’s the worst that could happen.” I waved her off.
“Okay ma”. She replied but still stood close to me, passing me things every now and then.
I made the meal in silence and when I was done, she helped me carry everything up to my room. “Don’t bother with dinner tonight. I’ll come back down soon and make it myself.” I informed her as she was about to leave the room.
“Alright Madam.” She responded before passing me a curt nod and exited the room.
I didn’t have to go to work today and so I couldn’t just stay in my room all day and have different thoughts kill me from inside. If I couldn’t find love that I might as well busy myself with other things.
This season was all about my wants and needs. I would do everything I liked and enjoy all my hobbies that I had forsaken because of my family and my husband. I would do me.