Chapter 186 Psychological issues
Jonathan saw Liliana smiling mockingly at her phone and stepped closer.
He sat on the study table and looked at her.
“What’s going on?” He asked.
“Lester and Rose are killing each other,” She said emotionlessly with raised eyebrows.
“And you are planning to?” Jonathan asked in confusion.
“Watch the show, silly!” She laughed.NôvelDrama.Org owns © this.
He could only shake his head at her.
Jonathan pulled her up and sat on her chair and held her in his lap.
“What are you doing, Mr. Husband?” She teased.
“Feeling my wife up, Mrs. Smith!” He provoked her by moving his hands about her curves.
Liliana got all tense when he grabbed her breast which put an end to their banter.
He stopped teasing and hugged her, rubbing her back soothingly.
When she stopped shivering he pulled up her chin to see her eyes were wet.
Jonathan panicked and wanted to apologize but she beat him to it.
“I am sorry. I don’t know what to do.” Her voice was full of frustration and helplessness.
Liliana knew what had happened on their wedding night was an accident, and that Jonathan loved her with all his heart. Yet, she could not bring herself to cross that hurdle in her heart. She could not bring herself to be intimate with her own husband.
“You don’t need to do anything. I will be careful.” Jonathan soothed her which made her feel worse. The guilt and worry in his voice and eyes made her tear up.
“Don’t cry! It makes my heart ache to see you cry,” Jonathan consoled her.
“I am so sorry, Nathan. Maybe I should visit a psychiatrist,” Liliana proposed.
“We have talked about this. It’s too risky. Besides, what will we tell the kids?” Jonathan counted her suggestion unhesitatingly. They had discussed this before but being public figures, they had limited choice.
“But I feel so bad. For you, for us. We are a married couple and yet…” She could barely finish her words.
“I know. I know, honey! But I don’t mind. I love you. I was being thoughtless today. I…” She interrupted before he could finish.
“You are not being thoughtless. We are married. It should be normal. I…” It was Jonathan’s turn to interrupt her.
“Hey, don’t think like that. I will fix the problem I caused. Just be patient and give me some time,” Jonathan consoled her.
Liliana shook her head but did not say anything.
When she had calmed down, he lifted her chin and brought her face closer to his.
He slowly kissed her while keeping their eyes locked with each other.
When she closed her eyes, he stopped which made her open her eyes again.
But he continued before she could say anything, making his intentions clear.
With their eyes locked, they kissed softly as Jonathan slowly caressed her face with his fingers.
He caressed her face, ran his fingers over her hair, caressed her cheeks again, played with her ears, and trailed over her neck and shoulders.
They paused when they were out of breath and he placed soft kisses on the same trail.
Then they were back to kissing again with their eyes still locked and he trailed his fingers lower from the curve of her breasts to her waist.
She shook in nervousness and he slowly moved his hands back to her face and neck.
When she calmed down he repeated the process until she was okay with it.
They finally stopped when they heard a knock on the door.
Liliana placed her head on his chest and heaved loudly.
“Are you okay?” Jonathan asked softly, still caressing her hair.
“Yeah! Thank you!” She pecked his chin and said softly.
“Silly!” Jonathan knocked on her head playfully for thanking him.
When they had calmed down, they opened the door to see three kids waiting patiently.