fantishu
Chapter 17
The drive from the club to the hotel where I was going to spend the night was so long. Or was it because I was impatient? I and Jason couldn’t keep our hands off eachother in the car.
Why did it feel this good to have a gay lover like him?
Minutes later, we reached the hotel.
I was a regular customer at the hotel so my room keys were quickly given to me by the hotel receptionist. I took Jason straight to my room.
After we shut the door, we resumed our steamy kiss.
I lowered my dark head and took Jason’s mouth with hungry urgency. Fire in the hold, I thought wildly, madly, feeling the instantaneous charge of his own helpless response.
The scent of him, the touch of him inflamed my senses with a drowning passion that was utterly self-absorbed. Deep groaning sounds escaped my throat. Hot, electrifying pleasure engulfed me with every thrust of his tongue.
We both removed our shirts and
My nails skidded down the long sweep of his back and he moaned against my mouth, biting at my lower lip in punishment. Rawly impatient hands dealt with the trousers that was all that shielded him from me.
‘You’re mine… from this moment on,’ He said after he pushed me on the bed
I touched his taut and tanned chest and lowered my mouth to his sternum, licking him like a cat with slow sensual licks that evoked another guttural groan from him and a whole-body shudder.
It was just sex, I reminded himself, nothing he had to make rigid rules about.
the wonder of that intimacy, the sensation of him filling me, the wild surge of my own hunger for his driving maleness overwhelmed every worry I felt. he sank into me harder and faster and set a raw pagan rhythm to satisfy his own overriding need. White-hot excitement gripped me. My heart hammered, my breath emerged in quick, shallow gasps. He drove me to a mindless peak where my body crested and splintered in a dazzling, electrifying charge of fulfilment. As I cried out in ecstasy, his own climax took him in a savage, shattering wave. His powerful body shuddered violently as he poured himself into me.
We orgasmed and slept off in each other’s arms.
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I opened my eyes. It was morning. I checked the time and it was five am. I was an early riser so it wasn’t a problem.
I stared at Jason while he slept. He really was gorgeous. I trailed my index finger on his face. As I did that, I felt different, heart warming emotions. I really didn’t understand it.
No! I didn’t want to have these feelings towards Jason. I just wanted a no strings attached sex with him.
But a part of me knew that I couldn’t achieve a no strings attached relationship without catching feelings for him.
I didn’t allow myself to fall in love for many years, so why now?
I didn’t want to fall for him. I won’t fall for him. Men turned out to be selfish motherfuckers who only messed with people’s hearts. Including me!
I quickly grabbed my shirt and trousers and car keys. I was going to leave before Jason woke up. I didn’t think I was going to see him again.
‘bye, Jason. Thanks for being my best lover so far. I’d like to fuck you again but…’ I thought to myself as I spared a final glance at Jason, then left the room.
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Two days later
“Sara Monasto, your future wife wants to see you. So I have decided to arrange a date for you guys, this evening” Matriarch Sheila, my grandma said to me while we ate breakfast at the dinning table.
I nearly choked on my food. A date? With Sara? A woman I didn’t love? I suddenly felt nauseated.
“Uh, grandma” I ventured. “Must I go on a date today? I mean I have a lot on my schedule this evening”
“I’ve asked your secretary to clear up your schedule for this evening. Sara is waiting. Don’t make her wait too long” my grandma’s cold voice rang out.
And that was it! I was finally going on this date with Sara.
Fucking hell!
Sometimes I wished I had my sister, Dinah’s life. She wasn’t bothered by my parents or my grandma, she just lived.
But I couldn’t live freely. Being an only son and heir to my family’s fortune, I had responsibilities to fulfill.
Which included an arranged marriage and not being a homosexual! I had to get prepared to see Sara.
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It was a candle lit dinner. I and Sara sat awkwardly across eachother, not saying a word. I could count the words we had said since we arrived on the date.
My mind went back to the guy I fucked two days ago. I had been thinking of him too often since that day.Content property of NôvelDra/ma.Org.
His gorgeous face, his huge toned body, his hot lips on mine, the thought of it made me feel horny. What was it about him that made me think about him frequently?
I missed him and it frustrated me. I looked at Sara. I felt bad because I was thinking of another lover when I was on a date with her
“Look, Sara” I broke the silence that went on between us. “You’re a beautiful, nice woman, but I’m just not into you”
“So am I ” she said. “I don’t know why I was forced to go on this stupid date” she grumbled
“My parents already know that I’m in love with someone else” she said
“They know?”
“Yes” she said. “I couldn’t keep my boyfriend a secret from them so I came out with the truth about my love for someone else but they disapproved of my relationship”
I marveled at her bravery.
“You told your parents about your lover when you knew that they would disapprove?” I asked
“Yes. I couldn’t care less. Sometimes I just feel like eloping with him ”
I was such a coward. Part of the reasons why I didn’t commit to relationships were because I didn’t want my parents to find out that I was in love with a man.
That I was gay.
But after hearing Sara’s story, the only person on my mind now was Jason.
I wanted Jason.
I needed to see him.
“Sara, can we end this date? I really need to go somewhere” I said, standing up urgently.
“No biggie” she smiled and I left the restaurant.
I was going to look for Jason at the gay club. I wanted to be with him. To hell with the consequences!