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“It’s my fault”
“It’s my fault”
Episode- 271 "It's my fault"
Ernest's POV:
I don't know what even went wrong with her,
but I fear about the blood, the doctor is checking on her, its' been more than
1 hour, as the doctor asked we arrange artificial oxygen as well as some other
machines... one thing I know is I arrange the hospital here because it would be
too hard for her to travel.
Davis was standing
beside me, he said, "sir... have faith..." but I can't stop myself from thinking
and I have no way to hide this worry.
After 30 minutes
more, the doctor walked out and she said, "... she miscarried. As I told you before it was complicated,
so I guess the
baby didn't survived first trimester.... Mrs. Celeste is fine now, everything will
be normal.. just her body needs rest and just she needs blood, you can contact
the blood bank..." even though this is what I wanted, it hurts. But at least she
will be fine..... I know it is going to be hard for her to accept this.
I looked at Davis and
said, "arrange the blood...." He immediately went to contact someone. I walked in
the room to see her, she is sleeping, iv fluid is rushing in her veins.
I sat in front of her
on the bed, caressing her head. I hope now everything should be fine.... I know
this is hard but at some point I am glad that I don't have to worry about
losing you.
I whispered, "my love,
just take everything as a nightmare... and recover soon..." I kissed her forehead.
The doctor also
said that Celeste is stressed and depressed. I am really worried about her, how
will she deal with this. I mean she was so strongly to her decision of not
giving up on this child.. she was ready to die.. I am worried about her
reaction on losing this child....
Celeste's POV:
I feel pain in my body, I hesitantly
moved my body, it's too bright to open my eyes. I noticed this women close to
me. She touched my face and asked, "Mrs. Gray are you feeling good?.... can you
see me?..." suddenly last even rushed into my mind.
I tried to sit up and
she helped me. I noticed one of them walked out of the room, they look like
nurse. The women, I recognized her, she is doctor. She said, "Mrs. Gray are you
feeling good?..."
I touched my belly
and asked, "What happed? Is the baby ok?.... it hurt so much... blood..." I know I
was bleeding a lot.
I grabbed her hand
and said, "Is my baby ok?" I was panicking. The doctor said, "Ma'am first rest...
you are weak now...." I pulled the IV out in frustration.
The doctor pressed
the cotton ball on my hand, stopping blood. She said, "Ma'am calm down...
please.."
I screamed at her in
anger and fear, "Is my baby ok?!!!!!"
Ernest's POV:
It's been long hours
since the doctor is taking care of Celeste, I was just waiting by the hall when
I saw this nurse rushing to me, she was panicked. I didn't waited for her to
speak. I rushed to the room in fears, Celeste should be ok!
I heard screams from
the room, and I am somewhat stoned. I can't stay here when I hear her screaming
in pain and fear. I rushed in the room and the doctor was trying to control
Celeste.
She was screaming, "MY
baby!!!!!" she was crying, I embraced Celeste and said to the doctor, "Get
out..."
Celeste was still
crying in fear, I don't know what to do. she asked again, "Is my baby ok?!!!"
She looked at me
still being in my arms, "Ernest... is our baby ok?... please...."
She was screaming
crying, I have no heart to tell her. she grabbed my collar and said, "Tell
me!!!"
I said, "You
miscarried... the baby didn't made it till 1st trimester...." I saw her
looking at me blankly. She pulled her knees to herself and cried out loud. I
saw her hiding her face in her knees and crying. I can't see her like
this, I placed my hand on her head and said, "Love.... Look at me.... please..." NôvelDrama.Org exclusive content.
I heard her sobs, I
begged her, "Love, please... don't cry, look at me..." she raised her head to face
me, her face is red, her silver eyes are flooded with tears.
She said, "It's my
fault... my f-fault.... I knew it was hurting from last night, but I though.. I can
go through this.. I ignored the signs... it's all my fault..." I shake my head in
No'.
I pulled her on my
lap, embracing her, while she was crying resting her head on my shoulder.
She cried, "We...
lost...our baby because of my ignorance..."
I entangled my
fingers with hers and said, "Love, it's not your fault... you did nothing wrong...
maybe this child was not meant to be with us... please... I don't blame yourself, I
can't see you like this... please..." she was still crying, hugging my neck.