I’m Just His Wife

I smiled. Even though no one says who it came from I already know who it was.

I followed what I saw another arrow and I saw a placard again.

‘I”m probably the most stupid creature in the world. I hurt someone like you who gave me nothing but love and loyalty. Hopefully, let me prove to you that I can change, that I can take you back. ‘

Suddenly a bead of tears dripped from my eye. I can’t believe this was happening.

I walked again and followed another arrow. My tears kept falling from what I read on the placard.

‘You just don’t know but, the first few times we were together, I became interested in you. I saw how you took care of Ice, how you served me, how you showed your love for me even when you were going to be hurt. It was hard for me to drive you away because once I felt sorry for you. But my anger at you tries to cover that pity. Because … I blame you for why I didn’t marry Lara. But now, I want to apologize. I’m sorry, I mean it to the bottom of my heart. I know even if I say a few thousand sorry, that”s still less than all the pain I’ve caused you. But please, give me a chance. ”

I bit my lower lip to suppress my sobs. Damn, was this true? Am I not dreaming?

***

Ivan’s POV

Everyone thought, we were happy. That the two of us have a strong bond. That no matter what the problem was we will not be overwhelmed.

But no, they were wrong. And I know in myself that I am to blame for why we were like this today. No, I’m stupid. I sent in my anger. But was there a destination? Nothing right?

I was too stubborn. I became numb to everything that was happening to us. I thought, right, he deserved all my pain with him because he ruined my life. If she hadn’t come into my life, Lara and I might be happily together now.

But now, there was a question in my mind. Was everything I did with her right? Am I right to hurt him? was it right for me to make her daily life miserable?

Now, I accept that. If I hadn’t made a mistake then all this wouldn’t have happened. But I don’t regret having a child, because I believe god bless those like my son Ice.

I’m confused, I have a doubt. I can not understand myself. Ever since he said he prefers me over his friends, my white heart has felt joy. I was nervous those times because I thought he was going to leave me really. I was nervous for no apparent reason.

That same day, I realized that he was not really to blame for what was happening. He was also just a victim. That made me do the things that I never thought I would do. I was relieved when I served him when he was sick, when I opened the car door for him for the first time, and when I spoke to him in a calm voice for the first time.

I carry a box of her favorite chocolates and a bouquet of roses. She will definitely be happy and surprised. All he knew was I was in a meeting but no, I went out of the resort to buy them.

I was about to enter the elevator when someone grabbed my arm. I frowned and looked at the person holding my arm and I was shocked to see who it was.

“Hi babe. Missed me?” Lara asked smiling in a soft voice.

“Larisse?” She frown when I asked. She just nodded at me.

I looked to my right and my left, all around because someone might see us. I sighed and gently pulled his arm and we entered my office here at the hotel.

When we entered the hotel I couldn’t stop him when he grabbed me with a kiss. I felt numb from his kiss so I didn’t respond. It”s refreshing, why do I feel this way?

He stopped and frowned at me. “Why were you not responding?” He asked frowning.

I sat on the sofa and sighed then placed the rose and chocolate on the center table. He leaned over me and took my arm and leaned his head on my arm.

“Larisse, what were you doing here?” I asked him a serious question.

He moved away from me a little. I saw him pick up the rose and chocolate on the center table. The

his eyes were overjoyed.

“was this for me?” He asked while smiling.

I snatched it from him and put it back on the center table. I sighed and turned to him. His smile faded and was replaced by a frown.

“It’s not for you, it’s for Rigella.” I said with a serious tone. “Now, what were you doing here, Larisse?”

He stared at me and shrugged. “Duh, of course I’m visiting my boyfriend. We haven’t seen each other in a while. Didn’t you miss me?” He asked a sullen question.

I took a deep breath and asked him to hug me. I kissed him on the forehead before speaking. “Of course not. I missed you. How’s your vacation in Korea? Did you enjoy?”

He moved a little away from me and I saw the smile on his lips. “Of course, I enjoyed it! Know what, the foods there were delicious. And also the famous singers and actors there? I met them all, finally! I hope, I’m with you that time. It’ll be happier when I’m with you. ”

She pouts her lip that’s why I gave her a peck on her lips. She smirked and pinched my nose.

“You know, I can’t join you that time …” I said.

He grinned. “I know. You’re planning for me to live in your house. So, what’s up? Have you tamed Rigella yet? Can I live in your house now?” He asked one question after another.

I pinched her cheek and kissed it afterwards. God knows how much I love this woman.

“It’s okay now. Maybe in a day or two, you can live at home. Just give me time, Larisse.”

He sighed and snorted. “Finally. By the way, I have a lot to meet you. I have everything in my luggage. I have a suite here.” He smiled.

I laughed and pinched his cheek. With all my heart Lara was flesh. My love for her was unparalleled.

“I love you so much, Larisse.”

He snorted as if suppressing a smile. “I love you too, Ivan. Hmp, maybe Rigella was very happy because of the efforts you made for her.” He pretended to be sulking.

I cupped her face. “You know it’s just nothing, Larisse. That’s just part of our plan, right? Don’t worry, you’re the one I love. It’s just you.”

“Psh, really? Maybe you fell for him and I just disappeared for a while?” Aniya.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.

I was stunned by his question. No, impossible. I love Lara so much. And Rigella? I just pity her.

I shook her hand and smiled, like I’m assuring her. “No, Larisse. It’s really just you, I promise. I love you so much …”

He grinned. “I know that, babe. I’m just joking. I love you so much too.”

I pulled her a hug. Damn, I missed Lara so much even though we haven’t seen each other for a few days.

Rigella’s POV

We were going home now. Our three day vacation at the resort was over. I enjoy it, as long as my child enjoys it.