Chapter 148
Chapter 148
I thought Harrison wouldn't listen to me, so I pretended that I didn't hear him and continued to sit here. But I didn't expect him to stand up directly from the sofa after I finished.
When I saw him get up, I felt a faint sense of loss.
Before, I was sure that he would not leave, but he got up as soon as you thought he would not leave. It was normal for him to feel bad. My heart slowly calmed down, and it did not matter to comfort myself.
Anyway, we'll end up like this sooner or later. What's there to worry about?
As he got up, I stood up and walked in front of him to open the door. "I'll treat you to dinner next time. You don't have to come home."
He was still standing a few steps away from me in the living room. He looked at me quietly. "How did you know that I would agree to have dinner together?"
"It doesn't matter if we don't go together. I can understand what you mean directly."
"Then tell me, what do I mean?" he asked.
Seeing that he was standing still and waiting for me to say one or two words, I had no choice but to close the door and continued, "If you don't want to agree to my request for dinner, you naturally don't want to see me again. Since you don't want to see me, is there a need to meet me?"
"So you're very hoping for this result?" His expression was dark and unclear.
I tilted my head subconsciously, unwilling to look him in the eye. "There is no hope or wish for such a result. But in my eyes, we have nothing to do with each other after the last agreement. It is inevitable for us to break up or break up with each other."
At this point, I smiled and looked up at him. "Moreover, you and Abbie look good now. Although I hope it's not her, her status and status are equally matched with yours. She will definitely be of great help to your career in the future."
I'm very sure that this is what I'm thinking.
Recently, I've been thinking about everything that happened in the past by myself, as well as the disputes between me, Harrison, and Abbie. It's as if things aren't as serious as they seem.
At the end of the day, my relationship with Harrison was twisted and could not be seen at all. Therefore, I gave others a chance to hurt me. Thinking about it carefully, in fact, from the beginning of our relationship, I was constantly hurt by others.
However, those injuries were obvious, and they were not playing tricks behind Abbie's back.
It was normal for people in the same circle to be looked down upon when they were not in the same circle. So I was open-minded. No one could blame anyone. Everything was my own fault.
There are so many men in the world. I don't need to hang on to Callen's tree for the first half of my life, and Harrison for the second half of my life. Such a life is not what I want. In the current situation, what I want is my life.
When I recovered, I looked up and saw Harrison standing in front of me. I subconsciously took a step back, but he didn't let me go. He would immediately follow me, and soon I had nowhere to go.
"What do you want to do?" I asked with shame and anger.
He didn't answer immediately. Instead, he leaned forward and put his face close to my ear when I looked away. He whispered in my ear, "You still want to hang on here even though you still have feelings for me. You are a woman. You can be weak at the right time."
Hearing what he said, I lost my strength in an instant, as helpless as being exposed.
"I can't tell you everything now. Give me some time."
I pushed his chest hard and looked at him with a sneer. "Why should I give you time? Or do you think that as long as you give me time, I will wait for you in the same place? Can you be more rational?"
Harrison stood a step away from me and looked at me quietly.
At this moment, when I looked into his eyes, I didn't feel timid or flinch at all. On the contrary, I said everything from the bottom of my heart. In fact, I did it the next moment.
"After all, we didn't have feelings as the foundation at the beginning, so I can completely understand what you have done. But this understanding can't be an excuse for you to hurt me again and again. People's hearts are made of flesh, and I will be sad! "
"Abbie and I are not what you think." His eyes were filled with anger, as if they would erupt at any moment.
His explanation stunned me.
This could be considered an explanation, right? To explain his relationship with Abbie to me, was it possible that I still had feelings for her?
My heart sank into a dilemma all of a sudden.
It was the same every time. No matter how determined I was, as long as Harrison appeared in front of me, I could almost forget all the persistence and principles, unconditionally believe what he said, and did not consider the consequences at all.
But now that I was tired, I didn't want to continue to be entangled like this. I looked at Harrison and said with a faint smile, "No matter how I think about you and Abbie, even if the relationship between you and me is different from what I thought, is it meaningful? We are not in a relationship, not the noise of an ordinary couple. Have you forgotten?"
When he looked at me, his tightly knitted brows relaxed, and the look in his eyes when he looked at me was suddenly enlightened.
"I've never treated a woman so well. I haven't done it for more than 30 years," Harrison said. Text © by N0ve/lDrama.Org.
I shook my head gently and looked at him with a smile. "But you have to know that we are not suitable for each other.”
"Because of Louie?"
"It has nothing to do with Louie." I said helplessly, " panicky Yizhou and I are just colleagues. We are not suitable to be together. Our identities are different. We are not in the same world. How can we live together?"
He approached me again. As long as he lowered his head slightly, he could kiss me on the forehead. I wanted to avoid him but had nowhere to go, so I had to stand there carefully.
However, Harrison didn't give me a chance to think too much. Without warning, he lowered his head and kissed my lips. Then he put his hand behind me, put his arms around my waist, and moved his lips around me.
I looked at him in disbelief with my eyes wide open. He put his hand on my eyes and slowly slid down to close my eyes. Harrison's movements were so gentle that I didn't feel that I was being violated. Instead, I felt as if I was a treasure.
His nimble tongue kept pestering me. When I woke up, I still wanted to push him away, but he was like a stone that I couldn't push away at all. I had no choice but to open my mouth and bite him. The moment I bit him, I felt the smell of blood in my mouth.
But he didn't let go of me. He paused for a moment and continued his action. I bit my lips hard and finally let go because I couldn't bear it.
Their mouths were filled with the smell of blood, which was more like a desperate obsession.
I'll take this kiss as my last kiss and let him lead the way...